Haunted

and I'm haunted / by the lives that I have loved / and actions I have hated / I'm haunted / by the lies that wove a web / inside my haunted head ~ Poe, "Haunted" (I only listen to this song like... a hundred times a day)

soooo I wanted to make a LJ icon to use when talking about my Kingdom Hearts/Silent Hill fanfic and I ended up spending close to four hours just now working on this. it still looks messy to me but fuck it, it's just an icon.

Now, I have to be totally honest. Nothing in the Silent Hills series has ever scared me. but after a while, this picture really unnerved me. At one point when I was finishing it my dog randomly started barking really loud and I swear I almost crapped my pants, I kid you not. I feel very unsettled right now.